just bored!
Monday, October 31, 2005
*cast a spell, make it well!*
slept only 2 hours last night and went out to mug in the morning with wanting again. came home at around one plus and took a 3-hour nap. but am still groggy now. somehow feel as if i`ve got a hangover. hopefully i am able to sleep earler tonight. i am only able to turn in in the wee hours like 4 or 5 am recently. my biological clock is like upside down and that`s bad because exams are round the corner. shucks
oh ya, i wonder how jx's hair going to turn out to be!!! it`s so exciting that we are helping him to makeover. i love it man! and ya, he looked better with contact lenses!! *weet-u-weets*! perhaps later will be popping by mac again to pay him a visit with dar. so kind of us. and it`s halloween tonight. he promised me a sundae topped with hot fudge, strawberries(frozen and non-frozen) with oreos. but i doubt he`ll remember. he has short term memory all the time. but he better remember. if not i`m going to offer him demerit points! *hiak-hiak-hiak* who asked him to choose treat when i asked him treat or trick!
for the time being, i`ll just be a potato couch. slacking is my all time favourite!!
happy halloween to all!!!! = D
6:51 PM
*cast a spell, make it well!*
slept only 2 hours last night and went out to mug in the morning with wanting again. came home at around one plus and took a 3-hour nap. but am still groggy now. somehow feel as if i`ve got a hangover. hopefully i am able to sleep earler tonight. i am only able to turn in in the wee hours like 4 or 5 am recently. my biological clock is like upside down and that`s bad because exams are round the corner. shucks
oh ya, i wonder how jx's hair going to turn out to be!!! it`s so exciting that we are helping him to makeover. i love it man! and ya, he looked better with contact lenses!! *weet-u-weets*! perhaps later will be popping by mac again to pay him a visit with dar. so kind of us. and it`s halloween tonight. he promised me a sundae topped with hot fudge, strawberries(frozen and non-frozen) with oreos. but i doubt he`ll remember. he has short term memory all the time. but he better remember. if not i`m going to offer him demerit points! *hiak-hiak-hiak* who asked him to choose treat when i asked him treat or trick!
for the time being, i`ll just be a potato couch. slacking is my all time favourite!!
happy halloween to all!!!! = D
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 6:51 PM
Sunday, October 30, 2005
+=*don`t waste the opportunity handled to you in extreme care. once broken considered sold.*=+
i do not like this feeling and i`m serious. i`m being straight-forward. true, i hate being driven to a corner because i haven`t yet untangle the lines. i handle my precious 'little life' with extreme caution. it`s not a free gift. and since you are entitled a ticket, please fully utilise it. if not, i rather retrieve it back. i will be glad to witness constructive performances. the final results may or may not be the optimistic one, but at least you try. can i rightfully say so? the farmer work throughout the four major procedures to obtain a harvest--his income. should`nt you? i`m not harsh nor am i pointing fingers but i`m being straight to the point. past experiences taught me. and i`m scared till i froze.
anyways, i always feel better after confiding to my blog. i love YOU to bits. and yups, thanks so much jenna for making such a sacrifice for the sake of her dajie. i`m truly touched by her sincerity, though it was`nt a very big thing. after all, there`s always someone in my life who are doing small things to touch me. u all roughly know who you are i supposed. thanks.
in a week`s time... in a month`s time... in less than a year...
*alakazam, alakabam...*
2:22 AM
+=*don`t waste the opportunity handled to you in extreme care. once broken considered sold.*=+
i do not like this feeling and i`m serious. i`m being straight-forward. true, i hate being driven to a corner because i haven`t yet untangle the lines. i handle my precious 'little life' with extreme caution. it`s not a free gift. and since you are entitled a ticket, please fully utilise it. if not, i rather retrieve it back. i will be glad to witness constructive performances. the final results may or may not be the optimistic one, but at least you try. can i rightfully say so? the farmer work throughout the four major procedures to obtain a harvest--his income. should`nt you? i`m not harsh nor am i pointing fingers but i`m being straight to the point. past experiences taught me. and i`m scared till i froze.
anyways, i always feel better after confiding to my blog. i love YOU to bits. and yups, thanks so much jenna for making such a sacrifice for the sake of her dajie. i`m truly touched by her sincerity, though it was`nt a very big thing. after all, there`s always someone in my life who are doing small things to touch me. u all roughly know who you are i supposed. thanks.
in a week`s time... in a month`s time... in less than a year...
*alakazam, alakabam...*
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:22 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
1st thing 1st---happy 17th birthday to my dearest brother, wilson chan chin weng!!! any birthday wishes brother??? i`m sure you have. well, may all your wishes come true then!!! and hopefully i can hear some "good news" from you ya??? enjoy your big day!
alright, that`s for will. now got to blog about myself. oh well, actually nothing much in particular happened. i`m just lame, blogging her for the sake of blogging because i feel like doing so. how fantastic can my life be? it`s always wake up, mug, eat, rest, sleep. tell me that my life is just so super boring. i`m bored till i get dizzy spells for the last 3 days. or is there something wrong with my body? i need entertainment, but i guess i have to wait after exams. my conscience is telling me that i should only study, study and just study. how mundane life is!!! so dudes and ladies out there, do study hard while you can. it`s certainly not a good experience to be a private candidate or to repeat. i understood alvin`s words last year. i`m looking at how pathetic i am now. all my friends in my clique who went through jc are all in university or already got a place in university. i guess they should be contented. i`m the worst and i can`t help feeling that way, because that`s the fact alright?! i know encouraging words don`t help now. i`m in a state of self pity and depression. i do not understand why it`s so hard for me to cry now. i always thought i can release my stress and all those craps through weeping. but i think i forgot how to cry. oh dear! but i really have to thank people who forced it on me, made me stronger and despised me.
i thought to myself that life after exams will be get any better as well. got to find a job to earn some cash for my braces and daily expenses. sometimes i do ask myself, do i really have to slog like hell? i slogged like hell for the last 18 years of my life but i don`t reap satisfiable results. SO WHY SHOULD I WORK SO HARD?! i really worry for myself. i`m wallowing in mud---hard to move on.
is this going to come to an end for me. fate decides.
weak... knees, heart, mind...
12:13 PM
1st thing 1st---happy 17th birthday to my dearest brother, wilson chan chin weng!!! any birthday wishes brother??? i`m sure you have. well, may all your wishes come true then!!! and hopefully i can hear some "good news" from you ya??? enjoy your big day!
alright, that`s for will. now got to blog about myself. oh well, actually nothing much in particular happened. i`m just lame, blogging her for the sake of blogging because i feel like doing so. how fantastic can my life be? it`s always wake up, mug, eat, rest, sleep. tell me that my life is just so super boring. i`m bored till i get dizzy spells for the last 3 days. or is there something wrong with my body? i need entertainment, but i guess i have to wait after exams. my conscience is telling me that i should only study, study and just study. how mundane life is!!! so dudes and ladies out there, do study hard while you can. it`s certainly not a good experience to be a private candidate or to repeat. i understood alvin`s words last year. i`m looking at how pathetic i am now. all my friends in my clique who went through jc are all in university or already got a place in university. i guess they should be contented. i`m the worst and i can`t help feeling that way, because that`s the fact alright?! i know encouraging words don`t help now. i`m in a state of self pity and depression. i do not understand why it`s so hard for me to cry now. i always thought i can release my stress and all those craps through weeping. but i think i forgot how to cry. oh dear! but i really have to thank people who forced it on me, made me stronger and despised me.
i thought to myself that life after exams will be get any better as well. got to find a job to earn some cash for my braces and daily expenses. sometimes i do ask myself, do i really have to slog like hell? i slogged like hell for the last 18 years of my life but i don`t reap satisfiable results. SO WHY SHOULD I WORK SO HARD?! i really worry for myself. i`m wallowing in mud---hard to move on.
is this going to come to an end for me. fate decides.
weak... knees, heart, mind...
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:13 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
it`s getting late. i`m turning in soon. but before i do, i gonna release my thoughts...
a contradicton i am. that`s a normative statement i know. but that`s really what i feel. i`m forever here nor there. just hanging in the mid air. whenever i thought the rainbow is out, all i see is just a sea of blue, nothing else. i`m beginning to lose my way in the mist, blinded by my own hands, maybe. is the world getting bigger or am i getting diminished further? magnify me please.
i must be happy i know for sure. and i gonna be. yes, that`s right.
bring it on!!!
should i??? take me away, far far away...
2:21 AM
it`s getting late. i`m turning in soon. but before i do, i gonna release my thoughts...
a contradicton i am. that`s a normative statement i know. but that`s really what i feel. i`m forever here nor there. just hanging in the mid air. whenever i thought the rainbow is out, all i see is just a sea of blue, nothing else. i`m beginning to lose my way in the mist, blinded by my own hands, maybe. is the world getting bigger or am i getting diminished further? magnify me please.
i must be happy i know for sure. and i gonna be. yes, that`s right.
bring it on!!!
should i??? take me away, far far away...
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:21 AM
NOTICE!
Sunday, October 23, 2005
hey peeps! i've changed my blog. the previous one had problems for my computer. i did`nt know why either. but anyways folks, for everyone's convenience, i`ve used back the old address. those who may want to view my previous entries can go to the last link under my links. i'll try to get everything done soon ya?! take care folks!
6:43 PM
hey peeps! i've changed my blog. the previous one had problems for my computer. i did`nt know why either. but anyways folks, for everyone's convenience, i`ve used back the old address. those who may want to view my previous entries can go to the last link under my links. i'll try to get everything done soon ya?! take care folks!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 6:43 PM